%%November 16, 2016;
%12:34pm = [];
> [Roll out bed];
> [Stumble to the sink in a muddled haze];
> [Glance quickly in the mirror];
> [Attempt to avoid the gaze that stared back];
//ERROR//
%%Despite best efforts, catch sight of two black craters carved into face;
%Stare into face of a lifeless stranger = [];
> [Except that the stranger has my hair];
> [My nose];
> [My lips];
> [Shrug with complacency];
%% Loose unknown amount of time to black hole of dissociation
%3:42am = [];
> [The campus hotline];
> [Talks of suicide/plans/means/place];
> [At this point, should feel scared];
> [Something];
> [Anything];
//ERROR//
%% Continue to feel abyss of apathy where soul should be
%Swallow bottle of white pills = [];
> [seeds to bloom happy thoughts inside of your mind];
> [water seeds with cheap vodka];
%%Loose more time
%Regain spatial awareness in unknown location= [];
> [Hear someone shouting to you from across a strange sea];
> [See white hospital gown of surrender on body];
> [See restraints to keep you anchored to the present];
//ERROR//